February 18th; a feather, a day

Sounds: Reality Bites soundtrack Words: Glen Cook, the second Black Company book You say I only hear what I want to I don't listen hard, i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running to anyone anywhere I don't understand if you really care I'm only hearing negatives no no no bad so I turn the radio on I turn the radio up and this woman is singing my song lovers in love and the others run away lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay some of us suffer while we're waiting for the other who was dying since the day they were born well, this is not that I think that i'm throwing but i'm thrown and I thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure you try to tell me that i'm clever, but that won't get me anyhow or anywhere with you.

Countdown to girl: tomorrow! Juniper is convinced that I have a burning need to have him drink from my glass in the bathroom. No matter what i'm doing in there, if it involves a glass of water, he's right there, purring away and trying to get me to put the glass down so he can take a drink out of it. silly cat. I'm currently putting together a site that is going to be a show site for my parents and for those who I want to prove that I'm capable of doing a site, but who I don't want to necessarily be privy to my deepest hopes and fears. Also, it'll be a site that i'll be comfortable letting Shannon give out the address of. It's going to need a few more things, though; I need to get someone to take some pictures of me. The site will be called *cosmos*, and it's going to be hosted on the site that Dreaming of Darker Things is currently on. i think i'm going to take down Dreaming; it never really got much off the ground, and I can absorb almost everything in it into Spirit of the Stairway. The wedding things will stay up there, though; i think I can probably work it into the *cosmos* site. You can see what I have up, for the moment. no, it's not really pretty, and a bunch of links are broken. i'll get there. Shannon works tonight. hi, Shannon! Have a good night, you, and I'll see you Thursday night. Drue Miller is pretty cool. I like her, anyway. I should put her on my design list. You might have noticed that I've changed the front page about a bit. I made a page dedicated to the projects i'm working on, and the finger client I was using went away. So, until I find a figner cgi script, you'all are going to have to live with going and fingering me yourselves, if you're so interested to see if I'm online. i know, you're very excited. Oh, there I go, adding Drue to my design page. i'm sitting and waiting for Rachel to look up some plane fares for me, because I'm going to Iowa next month. And Rachel always gets the best deals on fares. She's a fare goddess. This is Rachel's Heinous profile right now: Tikva **not a pumpkin** Rachel Hope Tanenhaus 73-6 Presidential Drive Behind the Lavender Door Quincy [kwin-zee!], Sowth Shoah Massawhat?!? 02169 Phone: (617) 479-5026 Email: tikva@bu.edu URL: http://underconstruction.holdyerdamnhorses.com/ ONLINE since: 2/18/98 19:40 from bos-us637.javanet.com Times called: 1362 Messages posted: 1603 User # 5080 Doing: grain for the rumor mill *** Message (#39) from Uncle Jakie at 22:43 *** >Now, if a train is travelling from Central towards Harvard, but it stops >because the driver wants to schmooze with the station guard, and another train >is heading east from Albuquerque at 45 miles per hour, at what point does >Monica LEwinsky claim to have had sex with Bob Dole? See? Rachel is cool. It's been a while since I've been at work this late. i'm also kind of waiting for Shannon to log on so I can ask him what his plans for tomorrow are, in case I decide to wander away from work at noon or so. i don't want to walk into anything embarrassing at home, you see. Maybe, if I get off of work early enough, we can both go to the airport to pick up Ryan. I don't know, though; that would mean a delay in getting dinner done. Like I said, I need to talk to shannon. oooohhh, shaaaaaannnnnon!

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