July 1999

 7—those who fight the ocean drown: the story of the sea
 9—no other Troy for me to burn: cat drama
13—five-twelths of heaven: body and all
20—velveteen girl: new poems
26—*brum* *ert*: I drove!
27—turn around, bright eyes: 80's lyrics
31—file under nerves: the filters between me and the world

 2—a faultline of carmine poppies: working out is good, ohyes
 3—we know you're one of us: grief, still
 8—the invisible war, dispatch one: background material
10—other silver cities: more poetry
15—and here I stand with this sword in my hand: morningsong
16—but whatever you call it this time of night: building a network
21—with my maps on the table: exhaustion

 7—each of us is his own punishment: site's still down, new poem
25—whirlwinds: real life catches up

 1—I could wake up screaming sometimes but I don't: the iron is hot
 9—my new hobby is peeing: what hunger feels like now
12—Please no! dogs on grass!: getting lost and then found
14—a friend in deed: lists about my life
15—an itsy bitsy hydrogen bomb: eerie dream
16—to absent friends: worrying about Azure
18—stamina and the single girl: running low
19—the language of water: new poem; remembering harsh words
20—massacres of the soul: why I think they did what they did
23—going to diz knee land: the traveling soul
25—a well-scrubbed city: leaving the country
27—rainbows and tulips: the prettier things in life

 3—not quite the same as the old zero: with spring, changes
 8—post-recovery pain junkie: a kind of explanation
11—anticipation: the edge of something new
17—nice girl, shame about the shoes: the cats are bringing me presents
21—but I've seen you naked: hellfire!
24—feels like independence day: 96.6
27—"I'm bored. This is now your problem.": a near-miss talkshow experience
28—put in in your heart where tomorrow shines: the cold war of sex
30—maniac racoon: a lesson in applied gynecology

open volume: irresistible force
closed volumes:velveteen girl, endless circle, independently happy

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